I’m on this mini-vacation up north with the bf. It’s been going awesome! Last night we were watching a meteor shower & sitting on this beautiful lake… Quite the experience. I went on a boat for the first time today. I also went fishing for the first time. It’s been so romantic & fun as hell. Never thought I’d experience stuff like this. I am really thankful.
This fall/winter I am planning on taking a road trip for the fuck of it. (saving up & getting new tires/tune up for my car) I wonder who of my internet friends I will get to meet/who would want to finally meet me? I wonder how awkward it would be… Thinking about this is getting me excited.
I’ll have booze, blunts & pizza to break the ice doe. wassup.
A lot of people I’ve dated in the past have ruined how I handle things now. With all the bullshit I’ve been through.. everything is a trigger for me it seems these days. I realized I can no longer place that blame on anyone but myself for letting it happen. It’s up to me to get out of this & not let these feelings get the best of me.
Eventually I will get past this for sure. For now.. I want to sulk.
My mom gave me a hug this morning. She goes on to say, “I can wrap my arms around you now.” Because of the weight I’ve been losing.
I really needed that. Brightened up this dull day a little.
I asked my best friend to burn a disc for me.. He writes this on the disc. lol.
More power to people wanting to rock their “natural hair”. That’s awesome! You do you. But don’t make other people feel bad because they want to style/do their hair the way they want. Believe it or not some people do their hair for themselves not because they are ashamed of who they are/where they come from. Get the fuck out. I will do all the hair dye, flat ironing I want to my hair.. because I do it for ME. Period. lol.
I don’t understand why people on here get so offended by photos of naked people. Like what’s the big deal? You were born into this world naked. You see yourself naked at least once a day (depending on if you shower daily.. lol). It’s just the human body… what are you so offended by/scared of?
Within the past 2 weeks I’ve lost over 400 followers all because of a few naked dudes I reblogged. Oh well. I will continue to post as I please. =)
Anyways back to my fabulous bloggin.
I am sitting outside some bar in my car. My friends inside doin his thing. But seriously after the bullshit I’ve dealt with today.. I am over this life. This whole bar scene/going out to just waste money thing is not appealing at all anymore. My idea of a good time is having a few drinks at home, a couple blunts, Netflix & good conversation with someone.
Why is it so hard to find people who are down for the same things I am? I’m not asking for the world.
I have no trouble speaking mind & saying the things I want. But when it comes to saying the things I want to say to someone I like.. the words cannot escape me. I always freeze up & become super shy.
I hate that.